location of this canyon will remain secret. All I will say is that it is
in western Colorado. Really, for this narrative, thatís all you need to
know. The September afternoon sunshine rains a fog of deep orange into
my windshield as I head west from Cheyenne, my temporary lodging base and
food storage area. Grasshoppers splatter on the windshield in chaotic,
profusive explosions of color as they perform their swan song in the fading
warmth of the high desert fall. I pull off the freshly-laid blacktop, and
rumble my low-riding Saturn sedan over the gravel lane to a stopping point
just at the very edge of this particular designated wilderness area. Actually,
it is only a wilderness STUDY area, which used to make no difference in
terms of policy until our favorite Texan, GW, took office and decided to
abandon 50 years worth of wilderness study in Utah. Wilderness Study Areas
are just another piece of land that can be drilled or logged, if needed,
to promote the grand ideal of rich people getting richer, widening the
gulf of wealth disparity in this country and around the world. Shameful.
For the moment, however, Colorado WSAs seem to be safe, and the 2 foot
high barbed wire fence seems to hold the dozers at bay. I step out of my
vehicle and shut the door, the slam muted by the dense pinyon/juniper forest
surrounding me on this dry plateau. Silence greets me. Perhaps the distant
call of a raven? Or the wind? Difficult to tell. I set up camp in the waning
light, and brush my teeth with a foaming white cloud
under a pink sky. Not a breath of air stirs. I crawl into my sleeping bag
and admire the evening stars, orange Mars among them, just before I nod
The dawn does not come soon enough to warm my freezing feet and hands so I dress in the pale light of the coming dawn and hop around trying to coax blood back into my extremities. The sky turns pink as I pack my rucksack, and I decide the clear blue sky being unveiled warrants no further delay for breakfast. Wolfing down a stick of gelled-granola, I shoulder my pack, laden with water, snacks, camera, tripod and a map, and begin walking north to the canyon head. Iíve been here three times before, dating back to the summer I worked for the park in 2001, but Iíve never explored beyond a mile or so of its length. Today I intend to go the entire way. My boots sink into the soft sand, after a brief resistance of a shell-like layer on top. I skirt around the numerous patches of cryptobiotic soil, trying to stay within the zone of cedar and pine needles, and game trails made by numerous ungulates. At one point I spot gigantic paw tracks, no claws. I shouldnít be surprised to see cougar prints, since I know they live all around here. I glance around, furtively checking the shadows for any giant mammal stalking me, secretly wishing to actually see one in living color. What would I do if confronted by a cougar? Throw a stick or take a photo? Tough call. I hope I get to make that decision someday.
The shallow creek bed of sandstone, smoothed by violent swells of water, opens up before me through the scattered pinyon pines. It runs east-west, and I drop downhill through thick mountain mahogany to reach it. I stroll down the polished rock creek bed to the west, enjoying the wide open avenue made possible by the solid rock. I approach the brink that lies beyond a pool of mosquito-wriggler-filled water. The drop off is around 70 feet, with a deep undercut carved out over millions of years. In the glen below, between two steep inclines, is a forest of boxelder and douglas fir. I fight the urge to test my flying abilities, and instead walk round the north end of this roadblock and slide my way through loose gravel down toward the floor below. Cows, I note, have been here before. I didnít think cows were allowed in wilderness areas. I must be wrong. As I descend into the dim canyon, the air cools, and I note that my hands are cold. The steep tallus drops off several feet into a trickle of water running at the very bottom. The going seems easier there, so I let my body fly down into the soft creek bed, filled with sand instead of rock. I crouch as I walk under low-hanging boxelder branches, and I gingerly push aside the long, spiked tentacles of wild rose. Fallen logs and debris clog the route, and I clamor about trying to get around them. On both sides, loose sand and gravel slopes rise steeply up for 30 feet. On the right, it then levels off and follows a gentle incline back to the plateau, but on the left, a sheer rock wall rises up a hundred feet to the plateau. I spot a cave, and investigate, visions of giant cougars dancing in my head. The cave mouth is wide, and the room created by the massive overhang does not widen, but instead narrows as it retreats into the mountain, ending some thirty feet beyond the wall-face in a tiny crack that goes back even further. I note that the sand, even in the protected spot, has no footprints. I relish the fantasy that I am the first person in a decade to enter this cave.
The canyon widens just a bit, and opens up as rock replaces the sandy bottom. Cascades and short drop-offs mark the way, and I am careful not to slip on the mossy sandstone. The sky is brilliant blue overhead, and not a cloud in sight. I remind myself to be aware of clouds that might bring rain, that might bring a ferocious wall of water down this canyon. Luckily it is not monsoon season. I finally reach the spot Iíve longed for, a thin, narrow slot canyon with walls so vertical and smooth that only an animal with wings could get out. Thousands of thin multi-colored bands in shades ranging from red to white line the walls horizontally, waving and sweeping in a hypnotic pattern of geology. I hold my hands out and let my fingers graze the gritty walls as I walk slowly along. The canyon curls and weaves, such that at any given time I can not see more than 5 feet ahead or behind. For 50 or 60 feet it keeps up, until an 8-foot drop-off into a deep pool of scummy water ends my reverie. I backtrack to where the slope is manageable, and pull myself out to the right where I can go around the drop-off in the canyon, and re-enter downstream. The sun hits me as I ascend up onto the south-facing slope and it feels wonderful. I don my sunglasses as I squint in the blinding glare off the yellow sand and rock. My boots become dusty with the red, yellow and orange hues of each passing geologic layer. The loose sand delays my progress, for every step I take, I slide back one. Small prickly pear cactus, grouped in large cactus cities, help determine my route. It is difficult to avoid the cryptobiotic layer, and when I must cross, I take large steps, and walk on tip-toes to minimize my footprints. Eventually, I reach a side canyon shallow enough to lead me gently back into the main attraction. I first walk upstream, following the same wonderful thin slot as before, until I reach the fetid pool of water which stymied me to begin with. I turn around and walk down-canyon, stopping to explore a short side canyon to the south that ends in a box after two tight curves and steep, sandy climb. The slot becomes taller, and a little wider, to about 8 feet across. Sunlight splashes on the south face of the upper reaches of the wall. After less than 1/8 mile, my route is blocked here, too, by a drop-off too severe to attempt by myself. I back up, and take a tributary up the south wall this time to explore further downstream.
On this side of the canyon, shaded a significant portion of the year by the cliff immediately to the south, the pinyons and junipers grow taller and thicker than on the plateau top. I weave among them, trying to stay close enough to the canyon rim to see any possible descents. I follow one promising tributary down, only to find that it drops off 15 feet. Like a puzzle, the canyon taunts me with a gentle graded trail in its depths, with no way to reach it.
In the sun, between patches of pinyon, I can feel my skin drying. The inside of my nostrils grow dry and my lips crack slightly in the hot air I suck in through my mouth when my breathing grows too intense. The air is still and quite. The sky is depthless. I take crunching steps through brush and over gravel, confident that my sounds are heard by no human. In the silence, I feel the lizards basking.
I finally arrive at a possible descent. I slide down halfway on my heels, ready to fall onto my butt should the sliding get out of control. I pause at a thin ledge, an inch wide, and contemplate the likelihood of my making it back up. My feet make the decision for me, and roll over the ledge to continue the slow slide down the smooth, sloping rock. My hands grab at prickly shrubs along the way. In the cool shade of the canyon crevice again, I walk up-canyon to explore the explorable, then, stymied by overhanging ledges, return and explore down-canyon as far as possible. What greets me is one of the great surprises of my life. The quaint narrow slot becomes a gaping fissure, a hundred feet deep, and I am in the bottom. Each step takes me lower, even as the surrounding cliffs rise higher. Giant boulders, wedged firmly into place by ancient, wrathful storms, provide stepping stones for the descent. Finally, after weaving through perhaps 50-60 feet of the most gorgeous ribbed-wall sandstone Iíve ever seen, the path ends. A drop-off so deep I canít see the bottom abruptly stops my advance. The crack twists as it slopes downward almost vertically so that I canít see anything beyond 25 feet. I throw a pebble down and listen as it clanks and cracks between the walls for 3 full seconds before the sound ends. A canvas tow strap, securely looped around a large boulder and having a carabineer at the end near the drop-off attests to previous explorations. How many people have seen this? Perhaps not more than a dozen. Wonderful. No maps show this location. No guides talk about it. It is not for me to reveal its secret. Besides, there can be no greater reward than the unexpected surprise through exploration.
I retreat from the frightful drop-off and scramble up the steep wall of the canyon to get down-stream. I follow the ridgeline, which leads me away from the canyon with each step. I find an old, faint jeep track, and follow it in the same direction as the canyon winds. After a mile, it intersects the canyon, at this point only a sandy wash. I follow the slice in the earth through dense thickets of willow, using my arms to shield my face from the stiff branches. Upstream I go, hoping to reach the bottom of the drop-off I was looking down upon an hour before. The sandy wash is much more sinuous than the canyon, and it takes 100 steps to get only 5 steps closer to my destination. I try once to leave the winding path carved by water, and walk a straight line to the canyon walls, visible close by. This lasts only a minute, as I discover that the willows are virtually impossible to wade through. In only a few minutes, the canyon widens, and deepens. I stop and sip water and revel in the silence. My boots sink in the soft, dry sand. The sandy wash becomes a rocky draw, then a smooth, sandstone canyon once again. Thick stands of willows are replaced by occasional junipers, somehow managing to survive in a crack of solid rock. Around a corner, a dead end greets me. A boulder the size of a kitchen table is wedged in a steep chute, and is round enough to prevent any handholds. I am able to use my legs and arms to climb vertically up the canyon and peer over the boulder. I see a smooth, sandy path running between two vertical walls for 25 feet before curving and disappearing. I know the wonderful drop-off is a destination I wonít reach. Turning back, I retrace my steps for 50 feet, then spend a half hour in the shade of the canyon, seated on a rounded bench of sandstone, storing up the quiet and peacefulness of this utterly remote canyon. My feet lead me back over my own footprints in the sand, up the jeep track and back down into the deepest part of the canyon, which I desire to see once again. I spend several minutes watching the rocks, snapping photos and feeling small in the presence of such enormous mass.
With few deviations, I retrace my path all the way to the mouth of the canyon and camp near it that night.
A new day, a new canyon. This one lies south of the first. I begin with a steep hike down a sandy and shady slope, weaving in between junipers, cactus and pinyons. There is no help to be had from any map with the winding, twisting rocks and drop-offs. I meet ledge after ledge that are too steep to climb down. Each one is tackled by patiently probing laterally until a descent becomes possible. One by one, I drop down from ledge to ledge to the bottom of the canyon. I reach it before I expect to, and am pleasantly surprised to find myself on level ground, in a smooth, rounded sandstone slot. I grin at my first site, and decide to explore up-canyon first. Hoping to find my way back up the tortuous route I pioneered to the bottom, I stack 5 stones in the middle of the creek bed to mark the exit. How can I adequately relate the pleasure of every foot of perfect sandstone canyon? I donít think it can be described for full appreciation. I walked up the canyon, skirting pools of water and using the friction of my boot soles to carry me up steep ramps. Finally, inevitably, I reach a point too steep to attempt, and decide to turn back. Following the canyon downstream, I find a particular narrow passage that is one of the best of the trip. I follow its twisting path down a gentle chute until the end of the road wells up in the form of a 100 foot drop-off into a boxelder forest below. I manage to backtrack 30 feet and swing up out of the slot and explore the rim. I search for a route down, but a solid cliff face provides no ramps or paths. I sit on a rock bench under a gnarled juniper, snacking and drinking and watching the gaping canyon open before me, with no way to get into it.
I walk through cactus and bunchgrass to the next canyon, not more than 1/10 mile to the south. Here, too, a steep cliff prohibits descent. One would have to detour several miles to reach the bottom. I am not prepared to do so. Instead, I make my way slowly back towards camp by a twisting and varied route, stopping often to sit and enjoy everything about the canyon. All too soon, I find myself on flat ground on the plateau overlooking the menagerie of curved rock. I hop in my car and drive towards home.